yay for the big "O"!

Well its been awhile since i have posted on this blog and im sorry. I went through some emotional things with this whole ttc thing. But just like i always i got back up and dusted it all off. I went to my mid-luteal appointment on weds. That went ok, they were saying just based off my ultrasound that it didnt look like i o'd but they would have to wait on my blood tests to confirm, speaking of the blood tests, that was a nightmare i have one blown vein with a very nasty bruise on my arm and 1 hole in each hand from these attempts all they needed was 3 tubes of blood and it took a good 1/2 hour to get them. lol im truly a pin cushion any more but im gettting used to it slowly. Anyways they called back later in the afternoon and told me i did infact ovulate, and not a weak ovulation a strong one! woo hoo i was soo happy. I plan on taking another test in about a week and then just waiting till my next appt Dec 8th. Then we move on to round two! All i can do is keep hoping and praying that this will all work out for us! Well thats about all the updates i have right now, i hope you all had a wonderful thanksgiving, Goodnight.



days, hours, minutes... I MISS YOU!

How pathetic am i?? lol Geromy has only been gone since 9:30 this morning and im already missing him like crazy. Im not sure i will be able to sleep much tonight. He wont be back until friday sometime and it really sucks, but we needed the money so he went. We never spend nights away from eachother, so its really hard. I dont understand how military wives do it!! Here i am going nutty over a week when those ladies husbands are gone for a year and sometimes more. Anyways, Geromy was pretty bummed because he wont be here to take lil Geromy trick or treating this year and this would be like the first time he would have been able to. Gotta love him for working so hard to provide for us. <3.

With him being gone like this it has made me think a lot. I keep thinkin about all the times that i thought i couldnt stand Geromy and wanted nothing more than to get away from him and be done with it. Ive split up with him so many times in the past and i wish i could take it all back. We have struggled through a lot of things and i think it has made us so much stronger and i will NEVER be doing that again. I have learned what unconditional love truly is. Ive always known that me and geromy were meant to be in eachothers lives. One way or another. Ive always felt that. Im still having a hard time adjusting to the fact that he is forever becuase it seems like no one in my life minus a few people, are forever. Yeah i know, i have issues but i will learn in time to deal with them. Anyways now im rambling because i have nothing better to do, my best friend isnt here :( I really dont know what im going to do with myself until he comes back. Again i feel like i am sounding like a crazy person. lol So thats all i have to say for the night, Goodnight everyone, Goodnight my love, my best friend, my everything, I LOVE YOU.