Saturday, October 30, 2010

days, hours, minutes... I MISS YOU!

How pathetic am i?? lol Geromy has only been gone since 9:30 this morning and im already missing him like crazy. Im not sure i will be able to sleep much tonight. He wont be back until friday sometime and it really sucks, but we needed the money so he went. We never spend nights away from eachother, so its really hard. I dont understand how military wives do it!! Here i am going nutty over a week when those ladies husbands are gone for a year and sometimes more. Anyways, Geromy was pretty bummed because he wont be here to take lil Geromy trick or treating this year and this would be like the first time he would have been able to. Gotta love him for working so hard to provide for us. <3.
With him being gone like this it has made me think a lot. I keep thinkin about all the times that i thought i couldnt stand Geromy and wanted nothing more than to get away from him and be done with it. Ive split up with him so many times in the past and i wish i could take it all back. We have struggled through a lot of things and i think it has made us so much stronger and i will NEVER be doing that again. I have learned what unconditional love truly is. Ive always known that me and geromy were meant to be in eachothers lives. One way or another. Ive always felt that. Im still having a hard time adjusting to the fact that he is forever becuase it seems like no one in my life minus a few people, are forever. Yeah i know, i have issues but i will learn in time to deal with them. Anyways now im rambling because i have nothing better to do, my best friend isnt here :( I really dont know what im going to do with myself until he comes back. Again i feel like i am sounding like a crazy person. lol So thats all i have to say for the night, Goodnight everyone, Goodnight my love, my best friend, my everything, I LOVE YOU.

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