I knew it would be the hardest

Well i havent wrote for a few days, since before christmas. So here is a recap of things that have been going on.

Christmas day was  pretty good. I got up on christmas morning and took a pregnancy test with all the hope and confidence in the world. It was Negative. Ugh. I cried for a bit and picked myself back up and did my very best to have a good day and told myself i prolly tested early again. I was 11 dpo. Had a pretty good rest of the day with hubby and my dad.  I feel very blessed to have gotten the things that i did. Got most of what i wanted actually. Hubby got me a new digital camera, i got a few movies i wanted ( twilight eclipse, my sisters keeper, & Remember me) i got two seasons of 7th heaven, seasons 1 & 2. I got my fav perfume, curve, A make up brush kit and my favorite of all, my new bedding set i have been wanting for quite sometime. A dark brown comforter and a light blue sheet set. 450 thread count and oh so comfy, here is a pic, but it does no justice lol

haha sorry about the mess on the bed was putting christmas stuff away:) A big thanks to my hubby and my dad for getting this for me even though they could not figure out why it was so expensive :)

We didnt have Lil Geromy Christmas day but we did have him sunday evening, for those of you who do not know, we have him everyother week for a week at a time. Anyways here are some pictures from sunday when he got here and got to open his presents.

" oh no, is it clothes?"

woo hoo grandpa del got him a psp!

Nothing too much went on on monday hubby was off work so we spent most of the day watching 7th heaven lol.

Today was pretty uneventful as well, except when i realized i was 14 dpo and my temps were still up and no signs of af, so as usual i got really excited and was thinkin :this is it" hubby and i went and got a 3 pack of first response HPT and i was soooo nervous when i went to take the test that my heart was pounding. I watched it as it read, and sadly, it was only one pink, lonely line. I walked into the bedroom layed down and cried for prolly about an hour. Hysterically. I knew this would be the hardest month for me since everything was lookin so positive and we did everything right, so i was just, devastated.

there it is. ugly stupid BFFN yes there is an extra "f" in there and im sure you can all figure out what it means ;) So i guess its on to next month. Have a great night everyone.