Update

Well today i went in for blood work again to make sure im not pregnant, even tho af started dec 1 lol. Im not, so i started next round of pills today, So Cycle 2 here we come! lol. Bring on the mood swings and hot flashes. Poor Geromy, he isnt going to know what to do with himself, last round of pills i took he was i cali working, lucky guy. HAHA I really think its clomid that i am on, the side effects are def more like clomid pills then letrozole. Either way, i o'd strongly last cycle so heres hoping to abother great ovulation! Would be so awesome to go in for mid luteal appt dec 21st and be pregnant just in time for christmas :)

Terrific Tunes Tuesday

Ok so i randomly came up with this today when i was trying to think of things to write about. So this is how it will work, every thursday i will pick a song i love and write what it means to me woo hoo right?! i know so exciting.

Mmmm better...mmm better...

Absolutely no one that knows me better

No one that can make me feel sooo goooood

How did we stay so long together?

When everybody everybody said we never would

And just when I I start to think they're right

That love has died...

[Chorus]

There you go making my heart beat again

Heart beat again

Heart beat again

There you go making me feel like a kid

Won't you do it and do it one time?

There you go pulling me right back in

Right back in

Right back in

And I know-oo I'm never letting this go-ooo

I'm stuck on you

Whutooo whutooo

Stuck like glue

You and me baby we're stuck like glue

Whutooo whutooo

Stuck like glue

You and me baby we're stuck like glue

Some days I don't feel like trying

Some days you know I wanna just give up

When it doesn't matter who's right fight about it all night

Had enough

You give me that look

"I'm sorry baby let's make up"

You do that thing that makes me laugh

And just like that...

[Chorus]

There you go making my heart beat again

Heart beat again

Heart beat again

There you go making me feel like a kid

Won't you do it and do it one time

There you go pulling me right back in

Right back in

Right back in

And I know-oo I'm never letting this go-ooo

I'm stuck on you

Whutooo whutooo

Stuck like glue

You and me baby we're stuck like glue

Whutooo whutooo

Stuck like glue

You and me baby were stuck like glue

Whutooo Whutoo

You almost stay out too stuck together from the ATL

Whutooo Whutoo

Feeling kinda sick?

Just a spoon full of sugar make it better real quick

I say

Whutooo Whutoo

Whatcha gonna do with that?

Whutooo Whutoo

Come on over here with that

Sugar sticky sweet stuff

Come on give me that stuff

Everybody wants some

Melodies that get stuck

Up in your head

Whutooo whutooo

Up in your head

Whutooo whutooo

Up in your head

Whutooo whutooo

Up in your head

Whutooo whutooo

Whuthoo whutooo

Stuck like glue

You and me together say it's all I wanna do

I said

[Chorus]

There you go making my heart beat again

Heart beat again

Heart beat again

There you go making me feel like a kid

Won't you do it and do it one time

There you go pulling me right back in

Right back in

Right back in

And I know-oo I'm never letting this go-ooo

There you go making my heart beat again

Heart beat again

Heart beat again

There you go making me feel like a kid

Won't you do it and do it one time

There you go pulling me right back in

Right back in

Right back in

And I know-oo I'm never letting this go-ooo

I'm stuck on you

Whutooo whutooo

Stuck like glue

You and me baby we're stuck like glue

Whutooo whutooo

Stuck like glue

You and me baby were stuck like glue

Whutooo whutooo

Stuck like glue

You and me baby we're stuck like glue

- SUGARLAND

When my husband was in california working recently, he called me up and said " have you heard that song, stuck like glue?" i said yeah. He says " That is totally our song" lol i thought that was so cute. Its true. Me and hubby have had our share of problems in our almost 4 year relationship but we always end up "stuck like glue" :)

So when he came home, we decided to look up the video on you tube, lol its so much different than what you would think it means when you just listen to the song. Its pretty funny actually, Go look it up! I love you babe.



a bust

Well, this month was a bust in terms of baby acheiving. The stupid witch showed her ugly ugly face today. Im thinking i "o'd" late because today would have been cd 34 so im guessing we missed the big o, at least we know it worked though. So this month, i will go back to temping and charting and really be paying attention to my body. Yeah, im totally bummed that this wasnt my month but i kinda feel partly at fault for that.

Anywho, i cant beleive its already December, time really does fly by. Lil geromys b day is on saturday and then the hubbys is on December 9th, Then christmas is fastly approaching. I love the holidays, its my favorite time of the year. The christmas trees, the smell of winter, all the christmas lights and the movies. I just love it, its so calming to me for some reason. I still have to do all of the hubbys christmas shopping yet and he is practically done with mine, ugh im such a slacker but thats ok. I know what im getting him and its all online, so no store hassles, i know it will always be in stock and i dont even have to get out of my cozy pj's :) Well, i gotta go pick the kid up from school now, so i hope you all are having a wonderful day.

Combined!

Finally i managed to get my two blogs combined which were hope love faith; another infertility journey and my love, my family, my life. It took a good two days to get everything done, and well, now my brain is just a bit numb and my back is hurting lol. thats dedication. Anyways, i hope you all like the new layout and if your not already. become a follower. This will be my all in one blog. Some of you were followers on my other blog that i deleted, sorry, follow again! lol. Well, im off to give my brain a break for a bit. thanks for reading!



A thankful thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving everyone, i hope you all had a wonderful day! We did, instead of home cooking we went to the golden corrals big thanksgiving dinner buffet and it was amazing! We waited inline for 45 mins but it was well worth it. The people working there were working so hard to do a good job and it was just all around a good meal. We didnt even have to clean up the mess lol! I would have never thought that, that many people went out to eat on thanksgiving! Anyways.

I have so much to be thankful for this year and i wanted to share that with all of you. so here it goes.

I am thankful for my family, they are all amazing in their own special ways.

I am thankful for my dad because he does so much for us.

I am thankful for my hubby because he means so much to me and is truly the love of my life despite everything we have been through. He is my best friend! 

I am thankful for my step son because he is a challenge and he helps me to become a more, patient understanding mother type of person.

I am thankful for all of my friends, online and in person, yes my cysters too!

I am thankful that we are doing so much better this year in terms of finances, then we were last year, we were having a really rough time last year due to no work.

I am thankful that i am blessed enough to have found this pcos and fertility study because infertility treatment is sooo expensive.

I am thankful for everything we have rather than being upset over what we dont have.

I am thankful for my pets too! :)

I am thankful for having the ability to love and be loved in return.

I am thankful for life in general, even though sometimes it seems like it is unfair.

So to all my friends, family, cysters and anyone else who knows me and is there for me, i love you all and am thankful to have you in my life!!

Goodnight

yay for the big "O"!

Well its been awhile since i have posted on this blog and im sorry. I went through some emotional things with this whole ttc thing. But just like i always i got back up and dusted it all off. I went to my mid-luteal appointment on weds. That went ok, they were saying just based off my ultrasound that it didnt look like i o'd but they would have to wait on my blood tests to confirm, speaking of the blood tests, that was a nightmare i have one blown vein with a very nasty bruise on my arm and 1 hole in each hand from these attempts all they needed was 3 tubes of blood and it took a good 1/2 hour to get them. lol im truly a pin cushion any more but im gettting used to it slowly. Anyways they called back later in the afternoon and told me i did infact ovulate, and not a weak ovulation a strong one! woo hoo i was soo happy. I plan on taking another test in about a week and then just waiting till my next appt Dec 8th. Then we move on to round two! All i can do is keep hoping and praying that this will all work out for us! Well thats about all the updates i have right now, i hope you all had a wonderful thanksgiving, Goodnight.



I did it again

Well, i did it again, I changed my blog design haha. this time i am happy with it tho so i think i will keep it :) anyways not much going on today just kinda sittin around. Ive gotta cold but i still managed to get some cleaning done. Go me. I have an appointment with the fertility clinic tomorrow morning at 10 30 and i have to be fasting for 12 hours, not fun at all. This appt will see if the meds worked or not an then we will dertermine if i need to up the dose or what. Hopefully it all worked out the way i wanted it to ;).

I cant beleive thanksgiving is only two days away, it seems like we just had christmas 3 months ago. Time sure does fly by as you get older. Well thats all for now. Hope you are all having a wonderful evening.

Goodnight.